Decisions, Decisions...

I am trying to cut down on swearing. Specifically the words Fuck and Shit, which appear to be my favorites.
I have realized it's a very unattractive quality, and makes me appear very crude and unrefined. Don't get me wrong, I find many swears to be meaningless words that merely sound nasty when used, but I see now that using them is just silly and not a good idea for aspiring professionals such as myself. Wicka word.

So in Wind Symphony today, Dr. Johnson (we'll call him RJ) brought up the subject of a group tour. Apparently, since the last group of people he took on a large trip were a bunch of whiney bee-otches, he's been skeptical about it. Maybe he just loves us or something? Perhaps he wants to go just one last time before retirement? Idk.
So the question is...Israel, Italy, Carnegie Hall, or Chi-town?
I would freaking go to Israel, here's why.
~It's across the world from everything I know. Call me crazy, but as much as I love the good ol' USA, it would be nice to get out. Really, really nice. At least for a while.
~There's SO MUCH CULTURE. I mean, lets face it - Israeli level of culture content>Iowa. I want to go somewhere where I'll see things that will blow my mind. Blow it all over the Mediterranean. Talk about brain puke.
~I'm not afraid of what people say about security issues. Not everyone in the middle east wants to kill Americans. Anyone who thinks that is a dumb sh*t.
~[Insert 50 googleplex reasons why going to Israel to play my clarinet would be a good idea.]
In any case, I am super excited to travel with WS. It isn't until 2012, mind you. But that's only what...a year and a half away? That's not even anything. I feel like it would be an experience I would never forget, and some great bonding time :D

I've made a big decision. I've decided to leave my love life alone altogether and pursue no one. Here's why.
I don't know whether it's Murphy's law or some crap like that, but I've realized something. I fail at relationships. Like, I legit am not successful at telling my true feelings to people I like. I always get so nervous. It's gotten to the point where if I start to think I like someone, I tell myself "STOP. Do you want your heart broken again?!". Just walk away. I'm not going to deal with my clumsiness when it comes to crushes anymore. I don't see the point if all it does is make me feel stupid. From now on, I tell nobody anything regarding matters of my heart.
At least not for a while anyway...Idk, I guess I'm just in the process of getting over someone right now and it really isn't going very well, which is probably the reason behind my negative outlook on that kind of thing at the moment. But I really should look at it this way - no matter how much it hurts at first, it will get better!

On a lighter note;
~I got a solid A+ on my AT quiz yesterday!
~Marching band is OVER.
~Dr. McCandless, quite simply, rocks.
~I'm expecting a package in the mail tomorrow!!!!
~Only 2 more days until Thanksgiving break!
~My cartilage piercing no longer hurts to touch :)