I miss my little sister. I miss my puppies. I miss my bed, which I can't sleep in when I go home because that's where our exchange student sleeps. I miss having a permanent place my family can call our own. I miss waking up on Sunday morning to the smell of waffles coming from the kitchen. I miss hearing mom and dad pester eachother in their funny way. I miss all the stupid shit Lucy and I say and do together. I miss curling up on our big couch with Scout by my feet.
I miss having a good sound on the clarinet. I miss knowing what I'm talking about in jazz theory. I miss being good at the sax instead of halfway decent.
I miss not being overweight. I miss having control over my emotions.
Why is everything so hard right now?
Sometimes I wish things were the way they used to be...
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